Still feeling a bit crap, but at the very least the main problem is sorted. The Jack i ordered arrived today. ... One hell of a lot earlier then i actually though it was going too. It's actually a decent length one this time as well, like my first one; the pitiful shortness of the last Jack's lead was one of the reasons it wound up breaking so easily (the thing used to stretch from the PSOne over to the front of my computer tower by running across the legspace area on my computer desk, leading to me and others knocking it and more often then not accidentally yanking it out).
Once again, i can't really fully express how thankful i am that you people do care. Don't get me wrong, as i've said before these spates of self doubt are common and have been going on for YEARS (a sad side effect of having literally zero self confidence in not just my music, but anything i do), so by this point is something i've just come to live with, and attempt to ignore, but it goes without saying the support that you lot and others do give me, no matter how little, always manages to help. I know i shouldn't complain about the lack of attention i get, because, really, that's just being childish, and the only times when it really botheres me are when i get the nagging doubt in the back of my head saying "what if you're just comming off as that one annoying guy on the forum that keeps putting his stuff up, blissfully unaware that everybody speaks about him behind his back, about how annoying and untalented he is." I am FULLY AWARE it's bullshit, but the thought alone, when i'm having a spate of the Downers, is enough to make me feel worse.
The TL;DR version of the above is pretty much "I apologise for being such a whiny little bitch, it comes from having no confidence, and it only really ever bothers me once in a blue moon, and the phase passes almost as sudden as it sets in."
Also, RSCONCEPTIONS, i'm going to be honest, i could swear i didn't get a PM asking about MSN. I didn't reply to the others because, really, i didn't know what to say back. The words were kind and i apritiate that, but back then- and still now- i am at a loss for how to reply. Regardless, i will add you over MSN. I've been meaning to add a few people from this place over MSN, but i haven't really gotten around to it yet, with the exception of DJEddy, i THINK.
EDIT: RSCONCEPTIONS, you're right, you DID mention something about MSN in the very first PM you sent. My error, i must have completely skipped over it the first time i read it, somehow.